Living a life more painful than death

I walk in the darkness
i feel the real loneliness
those words you said
echo in my head

I reach for you
trying to hear your voice...
Static...

it's all i ever get
and i don't know how
but my heart is set
my body just wont bow

It's like i'm giving one step forward
and two steps backward
Emptiness inside of me
consume everything it sees
Like a dark fire destroying whats left of me

Screaming.
Deceiving,
Crawling....
...Dying ...